We haven't met before-not really. I mean, not in the normal 'how are you doing', 'oh it's so nice to see you way'. It's just... I was thinking about you, again. I've been missing you a lot. There was so much you never really got to do and-and...
Sorry. What I mean to say is, thanks, I guess. Thanks for showing me how to laugh. How to live life to the fullest. How to never take things at face value or to question yourself or to always be brave, even if you don't feel. How to love.
I didn't say it to you at the time, cause I always sort of hoped that you'd be there. That I wouldn't have to say goodbye. But that's how life goes. You learn, you laugh, you live, you love, and, inevitably, you lose. I just wish you didn't have to go.
It's funny, knowing people like you. People begin to think you're a bit mad. Falling in love with impossible people. It does all seem a bit unlikely. But that's OK. 'Cause we both know it's true. You can fall in love with anybody, whether they're black or white, a man or a woman, atheist or Christian. Real or fake. That's what makes life living for, and what can make it so hard. But we remember them, always. They will always be in our hearts.
Anyways. You probably got better things to do than look at a fangirl's blogpost. Places to be and people to see, right? But before I go, I just want you to know that what you did has made me a better person. It has changed who I am, and how I see the world. And there is nothing, nothing, I could ever do to repay you in the slightest. Except to say,
'Hello. My name is Hannah. And it has been an honor knowing you.'

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